Get Well Soon, I Miss You

Suddenly woke up from a deep slumber at the moment couldnt help it, to be exact 4am+++ and the first person who came to my mind was her...

I seriously think of her indirectly without noticing it at all and obviously im not the type that think of others that often yet Im thinking of how sweet and how beautiful her smile is...omg what am I talking about, this is just so not me which is not so normal for me being this way.

To be honest, the first time we both chat was quite a while ago and I dint even bother on how she really looked like cos I dint even go thru any of her photo albums at the start but she really attracted me with the way she chat and the way she talk, Im really into her attitude and we did found chances to meet up as well...
What attracts me the most is her being herself, how should I put this...she's very charming and a very cute personality, not to mention she's a very sweet girl which attracts me a lot but the most is still the way she is that really matters charming as alwis...
In addition, I had to be honest to myself that she's not only great in personality, she's also a very great looking person that probably the type that other guys would be lining up just to take a glimpse to see her.

The fact is, Im really into her not because of her looks, her appearance is great and all but its still her the way she is that makes me go gaga over her damn >.<

Its true and I have to admint I like her very much and I wont hide that part of me, it was very obvious the other nite at G6, I just cant lie to myself that I like her more than anyone else at the moment, I could tell that she's pretty drunk that night, I thought of her non-stop and was anxious to see her so much, she really made me worry and it did affect my mood very much and all I can think of is her but she's not a little gurl, I really trust her for some reason and I just dunno why, my be perhaps she also has friends along which can protect her as well yet I still care so its no surprise that Im worry bout her...

Upon leaving myself with LT, she called my phone a lot of times and I can tell she's very drunk, I was really worry bout her but on the other hand I was very happy that she called me telling that she's okie and going home, just by listening to what she says really calm my heart and my mood...I mean we are not in a relationship and all but I really care for her and she influence my mood a lot...I like her very much more than what I could imagine...Im kinda afraid of that seriously...

She called me the next morning and Im glad and happy talking to her over the phone, she wasnt feelin well, I decided and forced myself not to call nor text her for almost the entire day not to disturb her have some rest and all but in the end I just cant stop myself from doing so...I text her a while ago, Im pretty silly huh perhaps to you guys, I just wanted to know how she was, hopefully she's feelin better worry still...

For You:
I dunno how you feel about me cos it seems Im not being myself whenever the thought of you comes to my mind and heart, Im alwis ready to show the best side of me when we see each other, I like you and I like you very very much more than anyone I could think of, I like you for being who you are, I like your smile, I like your voice when you talk to me, I like your charm theres no doubt about that, I like the way you look at me, I like you for being the sweet girl that you already are, I like everything about you as long as your being yourself...

I think Im falling for you, every step I take, every move I make, your the first and last person that appear on my mind, Im falling for you deeply and Im really afraid of that, Im a very confident person but when it comes to you, I seem to be at the edge of a cliff, hanging on so dearly...I wanna say the 8 letters 3 words just for you, I really do...I like you more than that cos I dont just like you...did you know that?

I miss you very much <3
Do you feel the same way that I do?
I wanna be there for you whenever you need me,
I wanna keep you safe when others wanna harm you,
I wanna know what makes you down, so I can be the one to make alwis makes you smile,
I duwan you to be my number one girl as I want you to be my only one, the one n only,
Can I be the one to shelter you from the rain with my umbrella?

I <3 you

With Love,
Clifford Sun