Its been 2weeks from now, finally final exam is over but yet it doesnt really relate much...the current feeling im going through at the moment seems very mind bothering, it does affect my concentration and gets in the way pretty much especially my mood or perhaps im just a very emotional person when it comes to things that I find important and which I care from my heart...or perhaps Im just hiding and chose ignorance as one way to keep myself from thinking negatively, atleast I know I've grown up thats for sure~
For the mean time, I really need to get back to my colour lifestyle just to spice things up aite haha...its really not easy to smile, I always love the term "every smile has its story behind" , you'll never know the things one person went throught from hardship, sorrow as behind every laughter that's where pain used to be...sounds dramatic probably to others but I do believe Smiling is the best thing that ever happened in life, its contagious in a way, it heals and makes people feel good at heart, it does take a little courage to step up but the most important is a sincere one from the heart...
I've been smiling a lot since a while ago whether is for my friends, family and new faces that I meet...I never wanna show any other emotion either than that, nowadays I tend to hide any unhappy happenings as I dont want any of my love ones to worry about me and Im just not the type that takes sympathy from others, to me is just too weak and I always hate people who takes advantage of doing so...
Well lets get back to some update and highlights of muh life, I went to POPPY Garden last week with my bros and besties for a chill out, it does feel great that nite...kinda did my thang on the dancefloor battle won too, got some awesome applause reaction from the crowd especially the ladies, even guys and the ladies came over to us naturally haha anyway no surprise ...Was also wearing my latest CLOT PURPLE CAMO TEE very eye catchy indeed, I think prefer wearing it for shopping session instead of club the next time...loving the street culture, coincidence met up with some of my hotties never expect seeing them there, freakin guys there were freakin jealous of our table thats for sure LOL we got the best looking and hottest peeps, we aint cold either hahaha~ awesome nite...
Honestly I have something to voice out, wanted to say this quite a while ago but never did so...here it is then, to someone out there whom may be looking at this we can still be friends, lots of things in the past, what has past remains in the past no big deal small case, although we cant be lovers, doesnt mean we cant be friends =)COOL~
...learnt a lot and support from my dai lou Ah Loon haha, credits to him thx bro...
As for those who are self-centered and thinks thing the way they still are, well its your choice nothing related to me LOL...good luck in your life~
People tend to remember the negative and bad part of things, look at it in a different angle, just look at the good points it makes a big diffence...easy done =)
If anything bad happens in the future, forgive as we care for people who does not care for us anymore, forgive as it enlarges the future, forgive as it takes courage to do so, why take a life time to hate someone when it only requires you a little courage to forgive them, forgive yourself as thats the most important in life, stop feeling sorry for yourself instead forgive and forget...step it up to a wonderful world, a wondeful sunnyday =)
Smile smile =)became my life's sentence only for those who I really care...I never want to see any of my love ones and people I care drop a single tears, get hurt or fallen as I'll do my best to be there for them~ its okie to feel down sometimes but stand up by yourself is the thing one should learn, not just to protect yourself but others as well...
There are so much to learn, Im glad to have my family and true friends, its awesome to be alive!!!
Til next time, Have a nice nice day =)
With love,Yours truly
~Clifford Sun~
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